Why hasn't my dad ever loved me?

I was in tears when reading this. I do not want to say anything that will upset you, but honestly i just never know why some people have children if they do not care for them, i guess he wasn't ready to have children at that time and took that anger of having one on the children he wasn't ready to have. He was selfish, but atleast you have a great mother who loved you :). I am sure if he does change ways, you should let him and try and make it work, Then see what happens thereafter :) x